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I was trying to sleep on the couch cause I havnt been able to enjoy a day without either backstraining work or coughing my lungs out, and sure enough my dad comes in and starts relentlessly doing Chem 30 with me., which I dont really care about, I dont need that course, but he enrolled me in it without my permission., I did it anyway. But as soon as I think im gonna get a moments peace--

-- Bitch comes out of nowhere and starts talking with him and making loud noises as im sleeping not two feet from them. And then when I tell them im trying to sleep, she starts accusing me of whining... to which I adamantly tell her she's wrong, then she starts doing what she does best; be a bitch, and mock me. Its hyper disrespectful.

And of course I point out to her after STATING SEVERAL TIMES that I dont like being mocked, especially like this., to which she starts getting all mad and she starts threatening to hit me.

Of course I go downstairs, in my room, where I am most of the time these days anyway.., and of course she comes in now two minutes later and starts yelling at me, EVEN SAYING THAT SHE'S NOT YELLING. Bitch? I dont care what you call it, I  dont even care whether or not it is yelling, You DO NOT barge into someone's room after yelling at them and start accusing them of stupid shit. You DO NOT raise your voice to make a point. 

Bitch.

So of course, once again... here I am writing another journal. When I could be sleeping. FML 
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I got into some stupid argument over something that didnt matter. She started it, cause she just couldnt respond without either hitting, yelling, or threatening to hurt me. It escalated so far that she punched me. And when I told her adamantly not to punch me, she threatened to hit me again, and she would have too if my father didnt hold her back... he got ended up getting yelled at and getting hurt just for protecting me...

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My last journal talked about how my endless months of constantly doing work, even on holidays, was finally ended for a while.. but instead of being happy and free to do what I wanted (like hang out with friends for once, or do some streams earlier in the day), I was greeted with a sudden illness...

Well now im gonna tell you what Im sick with..

I went to see my doctor a few days ago, and I was diagnosed with a severe bronchitis caused by a serious sinus infection.

I havnt slept remotely well in over 4 almost 5 days... the first few days were the worst, cause my massive sinus-blockage induced migraine and my throat-destroying cough literally kept me up ALL night. And if thats not painful enough, I have to deal with the inability to swallow effectively, breath properly without coughing a lung up, and passing out from lack of energy due to either lack of oxygen caused by blocked airways or lack of eating.

Not to mention I have some sort of chronic tendonitis rheumatism "thing" all over my body, so my joints are progressively growing weaker and its reached the point where they actually lock up on me and can dislocate from doing the simplest of actions.

My back and my legs are constantly sore these days,, probably from bad posture and from the fact that ive been working relentlessly every day for over 10... maybe 15 months, sitting in a chair for for 6-8+ hours.

I have some sort of computer-screen induced migraine too, cause from, i would assume, and over-strained retina and optic nerve.... its quite unavoidable since Im CONSTANTLY working on the computer these days,. and even still Im trying to get a job either mixing music (Im working on like 6 or 7 EDM albums at once here), or doing art, or doing literature (You guys should see the ideas for prose I have on this laptop), And if its not that, im streaming games on the xbox or on my computer, so I can get money. Or im studying and doing course assignments on my computer..


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Im probably dying of heart disease... too. I havnt done physical exercise in... god knows how long... at least 7 or 9 years. Grade 10 Gymn doesnt count cause I half-assed it and it was only an hour a day, wouldve have corrected the multiple years worth of damage to my respiratory, nervous, muscular, and circulatory systems...
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So good news.. Im finally finished the work needed to be done before the English final... 

But turns out, MY SUFFERING ISNT DONE!!!!!!!

No. No it hasnt! The day I completed my last assignment I started getting these terrible symptoms, Like joint and muscle pain (more than usual), shortness of breath, insane trouble swallowing (so much so for a day or two I could barely drink or eat cause Id puke it up), burning/coarse throat, stuffed sinus, trouble talking.

Im not diarhearing, so thats good... but I cant focus on anything because my head feels likes its gonna explode., and my joints and muscles hurt too much to do anything. 

I really just want to sit around, go see the doctor, and sleep.. cause I havnt had a decent amount of sleep in about 3 or 4 days., so my mind's burning up here and my eye's are focusing on random thing, cause I cant think straight.

Even though Im sick, my mom STILL wants me to go to Home Depot, in search of a job. I can understand getting a job is important and all., but COME ON!!! Just give me a fucking break!

I wouldnt be surprised in the slightest if I had a weak immune system, with all this hard work, lack of exercise, and trouble sleeping., All this stress. Im surprised Im not sick more often!!

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Hello friend, on this special day I want to wish you the best, have a happy birthday and a day full of gifts, I wish you a long life full of success, love, happiness, good health and art. God bless you and congrats, I love you, I love your art, that all your dreams come true, hugs and kisses for you, birthday girl!!
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